Better Off

On: Let's Go Sailing - Better Off.

I never loved nobody fully. I don't think I ever did. And it's fine I guess.. It made me think though.. This whole Mark situation made me realize how much I hate being lied to and worse, how much I hate not getting things from the beginning. I mean, I should have realized he wouldn't come back.

With time I learned to appreciate the moment, the whole thing was wonderful while it lasted and I will pobably hold on to those memories dear 'cause there's no point not doing so. I did have a good time afterall. What hurts me is when someone who got to know me well enough to realize I'm not stupid tries to use the "it's not you it's me" bid on me. :/

And I admit that this was one of the rare occasions I decided to open up and just dive in and see where it would take me. Yes, ok.. it's kinda unusual for a person to finally open up when a really long distance relationship comes up, maybe that's where you should be extra careful. Well I wasn't and I think I feel a bit bad about it. Also.. it seems as if I spent all I still had regarding affectionate feelings...

i'll be fine :)

Don't get so excited

You're likely to hurt yourself.

You're head looks disproportionate

From pushing too hard to believe



You're not wrong,

Just better off

thinking it was only love.



It hurts like a splinter stuck in your foot

And you've tried, but can't get it out.

And of course, you walk in the heat for miles.

You forget the pain,

but it comes back after a while.



You're not wrong,

Just better off thinking it was only love.

You're not wrong,

Just better off thinking it was only love,

it was only love.

You're not wrong,

Just better off thinking it was only love.

You're not wrong,

Just better off thinking it was only love,

it was only love,

it was only love,

it was only love.